Sunday, March 13, 2016

A Road Less Traveled



Some of you may already know my story, but for those who don't, this is where it begins:

In the fall of 2014 I was what you'd consider a normal high school Senior. Most of my time was spent working on college applications and preparing for music school auditions.  My passions resided in piano, guitar, cello, voice and dance. I knew music was what I wanted to pursue for the rest of my life. I was a normal healthy teenage kid despite a minor case of Senioritits. Because my friends were busy with college apps and winter concerts, we decided to celebrate my 17th birthday on December 21st, the day before winter vacation was to begin. As friends began to arrive at my house, I knew something was wrong. I suddenly began to feel extreme pain in my neck and numbness and tingling in my hands. A panic overcame me and my Mom rushed me to the ER. Within minutes I was unable to walk and within hours I was completely paralyzed, unable to breathe on my own. A series of tests were taken over the next few days and the doctors came up with a diagnosis of Acute Flaccid Myelitis. I was the 101st case of this polio like illness and little is known about it. Over the next few weeks I was treated with steroids, plasmapheresis, immunoglobulin therapy and chemotherapy. Nothing seemed to help. The only thing keeping me alive was modern medical technology. A machine breathed for me and a tube fed me. My only form of communication was through my eyes. After five weeks in the ICU I was stable enough to transfer to a rehabilitation hospital. I was fortunate enough to be sent to Craig Hospital in Denver, Colorado. It is well known as one of the worlds best hospitals specializing in spinal cord and traumatic brain injury. Over the next seven months Craig Hospital not only helped me rebuild my body but also my mind and spirit.

My path may not be a traditional one, but my only limitation will be my imagination.  We have a choice to remain slaves to our past expectations or we can be pioneers and embrace new possibilities.

20 comments:

  1. Love you Gracie Lynn.❤️ Samantha

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  2. Gracie - I am so happy you have started this blog to tell your story - from your amazing and truly unique perspective. So may things that so many of us can learn from you. Thank you so much for sharing. . .

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  3. gracie!! i miss you a ton and we're all praying for you!

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  4. Writing is one of your arts, Gracie. What a blessing your last lines are.
    XO, Alison

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  5. You are a strong young woman with an enthusiasm for life that is taking you along a different path than the one you envisioned but a good life it will be! Sending positive energy and pray your way each day.

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  6. Gracie, I am glad you are writing and sharing your story about embracing new possibilities. You know that many people are supporting you and believing in you. Blessings, Pastor Mark

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  7. You are an INSPIRATION! Prayers always!

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  8. You are an INSPIRATION! Prayers always!

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  9. So excited to read your posts!

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  10. What a wonderful testimony, Grace. You are beautiful inside and out. Be sure, God has big plans for you!

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  11. Gracie I adored your mom in high school and have only heard of you and not yet met you. I wish you all the strength as you retrain your brain. Recently this story came across and made me think of you - http://www.healyourlife.com/a-courageous-recovery-from-a-spinal-cord-injury. Good luck and wishing you all the best!

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  12. You are an inspiration to so many. Your strength and courage is truly beautiful. Your family and friends are so lucky to have your beautiful soul in their lives. Love and Light. Michelle

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  13. You are an inspiration to so many. Your strength and courage is truly beautiful. Your family and friends are so lucky to have your beautiful soul in their lives. Love and Light. Michelle

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  14. Gracie you have been a constant in my daily prayers and God is showing strength, love, and grace through you. Your path has endless possibilities and I am forever grateful to be able to watch and learn from you.

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  15. What a gift you are Gracie! Thank you for sharing your words and thoughts with us!
    love~

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  17. Gracie...I went to Santa Barbara High School with your mom. I have been following your story on Facebook. I have a daughter in high school this year. You are a brave young woman. Congratulations on your blog. If dictating gets annoying, try the app Periscope, where you just talk and people listen. :-)

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  18. Gracie you wonderful beautiful soul. You have a light that has shown in you since the day we met you at Craig. You have such power, love, courage and depth that most people takes decades to achieve. You are always in our hearts and thoughts. We are better humans for knowing you and learning from you. I adore you and your family. We love you my dear. The Zoccali- Walsh Clan xoxoxxoo HZ

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  19. Your cousin Gene and I have been following your progress, too. What you have been through and have overcome is truly amazing. The speech that you recorded for your high school graduating class was not only an inspiration. It was also the most memorable graduation message I have ever heard, and believe me, I have heard a number of them, having been in the business of education.

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  20. Hi, Gracie. This Mark Bateman, cousin and childhood playmate to your grandmother Joyce when she lived in Michigan. You and I last met in 2012 when my wife Debi and I visited your grandparents Norm and Joyce Wieder. We enjoyed listening to you and Emily play music together, Emily played the violin, and you played guitar and cello, and sang, there in Joyce and Norm's living room. Since we became aware of your illness, Debi and I remember you always in our prayers. Your writing is very interesting. Please keep at it.

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